Proverbs 3:5-6:
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own
understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths
straight.”
Trust, it’s when you live on faith in what you know God wants
you to do. You put in your all. You don’t really want anything in return,
except to be able to do what He wants you to do. Even when you don’t know how
it will work out, you know trusting in God makes it the right way.
As I prepare for Italy, I have been facing many challenges
just trying to get there. So, I live by
trusting in Him.
Some of the challenges:
Sorting though my
house in the same way my sisters and I did with our parents’ house after
they died. This time, however, it’s my
own house and my own things. What do I
give to my girls? What do I keep for
when I retire? What do I try to
sell? What do I give to a second hand
shop? What do I just throw in the
trash? What do I really want to take with me?
Putting a house on the
market in a town where the poor economy made national news a few years
ago. Trying to know when is the right
time to put it officially on the market … if it sells before I have all my
support – where do I live? If I wait
until I have my support – will it sell then?
My dogs. They have been wonderful companions for me as
my girls have grown up and left home. I’ve
had them for over 7 and 8 years. I
thought about taking them with me. They
are good dogs, but would not like apartment life. My girls would take them, but none can have
them yet. Will I be able to find someone
to take them? …at least for the first
year or two? Maybe one of my girls would
be able to then.
The language
learning is another challenge. I’m ½ way through level 4 of Rosetta Stone.
The start up fund
… A year ago I thought that would be the hard part to raise … $26,347!! That is
a large amount of money to have just to get ready to go. Yet, God is so faithful. Nearly 84% has already been raised! It has allowed me to go to the trainings
required of me.
The harder fund is the financial base of monthly supporters. The monthly amount I have to have committed
before I can buy a plane ticket is $5,935.
I’ve tried to ‘fight’ the amount.
I tried to explain I could do it for less. But, in reality, I don’t know that. The amount stands. I have 16.4% of that support committed now. I need $4,959 more a month.
This amount seems huge.
Yet my daughter, Catie, helped me see it is not that much in the big
picture. If all CCU students would
commit to $5 a month it would be more than enough! I don’t know every CCU student, nor do they
know me. But, that is all it would take.
So, I started playing
with numbers and what they could represent:
4959 people tossing in $1/month (a soft drink at McDonalds)
992 people helping at $5/month (a foot long sub at Subway)
708 people giving $7/month
(a medium cup of coffee at Starbucks)
495 people sharing at $10/month (a movie ticket)
198 being uncomfortable at $25/month (a dinner for 2 at Bob Evans)
99 serving to further His kingdom at $50/month (a fill up of a mid size car)
49 sacrificing at $100/month. (A week's groceries - Wow! I’m humbled)
You might have another thing that you would be willing to
give up once a month to be able to share God’s love and grace with those who
don’t know.
I love how God has been putting it on the hearts of people
to come on board with this mission. It’s
all about Him. To Him be the glory forever and ever! Amen!
Great post, Dot! I hope you get some some '49ers!
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